mine

OFFICIALLY INACTIVE!!!

2008-08-26T14:48:00.000+08:00

Hi!!! the last time i posted here was like jan 2! haha. i'm using my space now so, lol. find me if you can! this email is not my current one either. lol. just posting to say that this blog is now inactive but i shall keep the memories. heheh. Bye!!!

It's time to say goodbye...

02012008

2008-01-02T16:05:00.000+08:00

Its the second day of the year. and the first day of school. Frankly, I'm glad to be back. hacking others blogs are NOT cool. invasion of privacy is a crime. oh and ive got my eyes set on a fine prize. VERY fine. I know whos my teacher now. Lawliet from Deathnote.(just kidding). and i learnt a new word. vindictive. will NOT elaborate. bored. gonna be a tough yr...

15122007

2007-12-15T20:11:00.000+08:00

Hello everybody! I'm back from the worst day of my entire(until now) cosplay life! My idiot of a friend strangled me and i almost died.(serious this is NOT a joke. I really couldnt breathe.) My face paint was horrible.(Thanks to trust in certain people.) I swore I'd NEVER do a guy cosplay again. Unless its an emo pretty boy with long black hair and glasses. I went around the whole day without my specs. Good thing I didn't knock into anyone. -sigh- It was so embarrasing. Nvm. Kimono's are so ex...Doing Maria Kurenai(still possesed by Shizuka Hio) from VK for a private photoshoot next year Jan.(If we can)I only got "mobbed" once. yay. I don't like the attention anyways... Ansim the wise and soap were like captivated by some xx in a sasuke outfit. I will be kind enough not to mention his sgcafe name. But I can say this: I agree with the both of em. He is hot. but like hell I'd fawn over that kid...(not that im any older or better.) like that ansim. I'm so not good at evil. I'm much better at emo, violent people who swear a lot. (points at hidan). Tyachi Foochiha said I should cosplay as Kanda.(is that how you spell it?) like maybe but how im gonna do the binds is impossible. beansprout... I feel like eating beans... hmm... -poke- Our pineapple is so whacked. we were talking bout her on the way home. Pop. I'm so tired. Poor tyachi. Her miu forced her to play maple as soon as she came back.

21112007

2007-11-21T16:00:00.000+08:00

Hi ya'all! Not that I know if anyone actually reads this... I'm leaving tomorrow! As in for holidaying! My destination is a secret. So aviento, will miss you all till I return. I need inspiration for my stories so there. Ive tried reading to kill a mocking bird. Not very interesting but not very boring either... actually, it's readable materia. I can put the book down but I can't get it out of my mind.For a few seconds. I'm hungry... Nothing in the house to eat... I played a game called query. Its cute. I love this kinda games the best. Gives you somethin to think about. My sister asked me to return to neopets again... Actually I just go there to pass the time. and maybe do some stuff for my trade. Ive finished watching xxxholic. It's soooooooooooooooooooooooo cute! but problem is theres no f*ckin ending! -grumbles- which reminds me... I want to rip off the head of some poor asshole. Thinking back to our history, I feel like (*************-censor-**************)... Okay. Back to others. Finished the first chapter of runespell. (Finally) but I dont hink its well done so im gonna re-do it. -sigh- Ah well, Aviento!

09112007

2007-11-09T19:47:00.000+08:00

3 more days to lui's birthday and i still dont have anything!!! -mumble- what can i do for a guy who has everything?! besides that. bought some prez for Soap. and also some cards. my christmas wishlist is out. go checkit if you wanna. see ya darlinkks! aviento. ciao. sayonara.

05112007

2007-11-05T15:51:00.000+08:00

From what i have just heard, i draw this conclusion. Linkin Park ROCKS!!! oh and shayne ward is cool. but pta id rather sit back and watch a few anime while waiting for dinner time. not looking forward to food but... i have a terrible cold. sneezing my brains out every 5 seconds is just terrible. sigh. AH well. whats done is done. must have been the weather. gonna watch ayashi no ceres now. Meine liebe is simly delicious. Jezreel still has my fourth book. the last book. i want it back... ah well. got my blaue rosen back. german japanese anime and comics are cool. Maybe ill go write a song later. 'Anyone but you' perhaps? and maybe some story. fanfic as usual. with the usual sleaze and side topping of yaoi perhaps? who shall i play with today...hiita? itadei? toita? tobidei? ooh its sooooooo cute. maybe naolui. or luicamu. ah well. ja nee!

02112007

2007-11-02T09:39:00.000+08:00

I watched the last ep of Full Moon wo Sagashite yesterday. Today i Have DNT project from 11 to 3 but im only going until 12. pathetic but yeah. Growl. I hate the habit Hidan and Dei gave me. Hidans got me on a swearing spree and Dei got me on a yeah and un spree. damn them. ah well. i do what i please. if i could. i wanna write. but no inspiration. i wanna draw. but know i hate what i draw. maybe ill go trace. then after that go jump off a building or something. I guess im already insane. and frankly it aint that bad. but im afraid of it. the rejection, and the pain, the disgust on others faces... It sucks. Aviento for now mes amigos. Sayonara.

01112007

2007-11-01T11:50:00.000+08:00

Tis the first of november yeah! my like dei habit is like totally back yeah! daughtry rocks. and reminder to self. never say lolita in public(or anywhere for that matter) ever again. Seeping through the glass. Everything blurs. 117 whispers. none of which dulls the pain. only those from sgcafe will know what this means. anyways, Brave story totally rocks! rawr. i didnt go for the class party. cant be bothered. dunno why they even bother askin me to go. just to get their way? to bully me perhaps? i dont really know who is in my class. i got my fifth choice option. which isnt that bad. i just dont get to take pure sciences. and my books cost more. but whatev. see ya'all. ive written more poems. and some songs too. scar is editing tham as we speak. (not that we are or anything) I wonder why i bother blogging... no one ever reads. but maybe thats why i blog... Aviento mes amigos! Sayonara.

30102007

2007-10-30T10:53:00.000+08:00

I just finnished my Commonwealth essay. it reached the word limit before i could finnish half of my story! amazing. If i had gone on, I think I would have reached more than 2000 words. sad. It was a nice story too. sigh. too bad. Todays group practice was cancelled. I wonder why no one told me. Scar ponned school. sigh. too bad for her. science fairs are cute. I printed out itachi's flight from deviant art to colour because i was damn bored. not too pleased with the colours though. Its always the word limit! I hate word limits! I always only finnish less than half of my story. I always end up writing something sucky. GYA!!!!!!!!!!!! CURSE YOU WORD LIMIT!!! AH WELL... Gonna watch Brave story today. Yesterday I watched the girl who leapt throught time. gotta go. for now.

29102007

2007-10-29T08:39:00.000+08:00

Remember not to look at the window. They are made of glass. What you see may be a person staring back at you. but the person may not be yourself. It could be the thing behind you. breathing death down your back and waiting for your time. It will wait there until it is time. Then it will drag you down with its claws into the depths of hell. Where everything perishes.
Anyways. Ive started writing again. but lately ive got no inspiration. and the reason our dearly blurloved wanted to chase away c5,(yes she said no to them), was because she was concerned for the upper sec not concentrating on studies and exams. aww.
ive got my phone back. it was confiscated. now i have to watch my spending. Statement: my dads a fucking, insensitive jerk. relatives still living at my place. Jean like totally has so many friends. but i dont. im just some emotional dustbin. my friends don't call to just chat with me. they only call when they are upset and want to complain or they need a listening ear. listen. I AM NOT A EMOTIONAL DUSTBIN!!!
Id like to tell them to fck off but if i do, i will only make her cry even more and the next victim to hear her out will have a harder time. haha. and im not some directory either. and just because i started to write songs and poetry instead of stories, soap most also start too.
im sooooooooooooooooooooo pissed off about that. i dont want my only talent to be shared. i dont want the spotlight to be taken. yes i crave attention for a talent im proud and confident for. it is the only one and she has to take that away from me. like wtf! its not fair.
sometimes i wish she would dissapear.

25102007

2007-10-25T16:15:00.000+08:00

Today I recieved some horrible news.
Our dearly blurloved principal, turned down the presence of a band. Namely Click 5. C5 was to come to my school (due to excessive voting) but because she had implied that she did not know who they were, they decided not to comeafter all! this is one rumor. another version was that she had said no. She turned down a live band that had wanted to come to my school. Fantastic. Not that I am that crazy about them but I do wonder what had really happened...
Having a bad menstrual cramp... ugh... today they also gave out prizes for the poetry competition.
I did not enter. the two themes were for singapore and for the school. Since I only contribute my artistry to Nature, I refused to partake in this event.
Singapore our country they slaughter our precious trees for new developments and many a strange technologies.
Our school, like many places, capture plants. They are potted up and put as a display to make the school look green and sophisticated but the dear plants look sad and forlorn to me. They do not belong in pots! They belong with their mother Earth... Ah well...
We also watched a rather nice movie called Akeelah and the bee.

Aviento...

24092007

2007-09-24T17:54:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was Camus' b'dae. i gave him an open poem. its sittin around somewhere in devart. i came across devil may cry. its sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cool!!! Kyou kara maou is also cool. ah well...

30082007

2007-08-30T16:21:00.000+08:00

Hello. i got my report back today. i...did really badly. i cried. and almost sliced my desk to bits. im feeling depressed. don't disturb me. even camus cant cheer me up. anyways, my life has become a living jigoku. oh sweet melancholy. ah well. im still going for the cosplay competition. dont know what to go as for the cosball next yr. sigh. then theres also the EOY. double sigh. im just so depressed. i want some heavy rock music. i could use it. but i dont have it. and my mp3 is dead again. im so sad. ah well. thats life for ya!

25082007

2007-08-25T16:23:00.000+08:00

Hi. I got an A for maths! can you believe it? ME!!! of all ppl! yay! credits go to my tuitioner, alicia yeo from kip mcgraph and our dear mdm chong. ah well. cts are over. i didnt complete my art. sigh. mr leow was a little mean. then again... i totally understand. he totally had the right to blow. will not elaborate. poor sho and mii. had to come to school to give their work. also getting my tbc soon. i did CIP at toa payoh library because i didnt clock in the full 15 hours. Meine Liebe ROCKS!!! the charries are so damned cool! ahahahaha. bye.

31072007

2007-07-31T15:48:00.000+08:00

Last day of the month... Small Smile is really huo gai.How can she bm someone like that! especially if its Mim Throat! So evil... How can Brianna badmouth Mim Rush? simple. because they can and no one is there to syop them! to them its funny! they dont care if they hurt people while badmouthing! Grr... I hate these kinda people. Brianna even said that no one like Mim Rush! By the way if some have noticed by now, these are not their real names but cleverly blocked off... XD Anyways... anyone interested in Frosty's fotoshoot in Aug, for cosplayers in naruto, contact me at illusions_magister@hotmail.com or contact Frosty at organization-13@hotmail.com Thnx! see ya!

22072007

2007-07-22T10:08:00.000+08:00

What a lovely morning. yesterday I kinda did up my nails. too bad ive still got school. gotta like get rid of em by tonight yeah. i can leave the ones on my feet though. joined the sgcafe today. nothing much happens in the morning yeah. argh. stupid habit yeah. im like too lazy to edit my like writing and speakin habs yeah. ah well. naruto is like my fave anime. well.... see ya!

30062007

2007-06-30T16:01:00.000+08:00

Hey Hey Hey!!! while the fourth story is in progress, lets take a look at other exciting things. Does anyone like know where to watch naruto? theyre tearing it off youtube. Snoozy, if you can read this, Don't touch my boys! or else... you know what im talkin bout. and Jenna, you are like totally nice with itachi. Im right to put sleppy there with sasori. but she totally does not follow rules! sasori is soo not like that! What is she thinking? its a good thing she doesnt plan on putting it anywhere else. she would get major burns from the amount of sasori lovers that will flame her alive. they just dont understand how mary-sueish their characters are. I love flutes. I can play the opening of two A.L songs. still working on the rest of the song. time to be like the river and flow away!
ciao!

28062007

2007-06-28T13:44:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey! love ya all! im in school now. the teach had to go to another school for o level exam so we could surf the web. im go9ing to submit my fourth story soon. itll be good. making it rated m again like always. itll be a deixsioc. muackks. bye!

23062007

2007-06-23T16:28:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey! nothins up. im late on hw.

22062007

2007-06-22T15:46:00.000+08:00

Hey Hey Hey!!! I'm so bummed. My sis is tryin to play mommy again. bossin me around yeah? annoyin... I so need something to de-stress. My third storys up. go checkit. oh i changed my pen name too. hinatatotsuki. It means Sun and Moon nice huh? My nick is also changed. though i wont tell yet. some ppl will kill me. anyways. im not done with homework... sad. i hate it so much. i dont understand why they torture us with this kinda borin stuff. i mean like the chinese bokk they told us to read? boring! don't understand it either. ah well. have to go. bye!

i build my fort with the secrets of the living and the dead.

21062007

2007-06-21T11:44:00.000+08:00

Hey Hey Hey!!! Ive got tuition later yeah? I just love this song. its from my favourite anime. those that dont like anime too bad. Ill say it loud and Ill say it proud : ANIME ROX!!! Most japanese things do. Im not afraid to say that I love the anime Naruto. Its so cool to me yeah? Im like trying my best to change my mary-sueish charrie. it was my first time u noe... im thinking of changing my name too. blood moon... think its nice. oh and the welcome note in the front is kinda self-made so im not sure if its completely correct or even correct at all. i have no one to teach me u know... I still hate holiday homeworks. they suck. i had to go back for d&t as well. it was fun. i gotta learn a load of stuffs yeah? like how clueless ppl are of the things that happen in school, how covering up and secretive our school is, and a whole bunch of other cool stuffs.

I build my fort with secrets of the dead and the living.

20062007

2007-06-20T11:08:00.000+08:00

Hey x3! Todays noth much yeah.im exed bout goin back to sku yeah? I know lots of us are like totally not in the mood to like go back but like im kinda sick of doin noth and havin non to talk to yeah? Like my old habs are like comin back yeah? ugh. i better like stop yeah? its kinda like weird i guess... Cant wait to like talk to em frees of mine gain yeah? argh i cant stop my habs... ah wells. least it like only happens sometimes yeah? Love ya'all! see ya!

16062007

2007-06-16T18:36:00.000+08:00

Hey Hey Hey! watsup. Holis almost over! Yipee. sorry just that i hate the hols yeah? cant see mi frends. mi fams workin. it feels so tirin yeah? day after day doin zip. Glad that phase si over yeah? Im like turnin into a deidara yeah? but like wadeva to that. writin ficcies are kinda what im doin now. i havent posted this one yet but i betcha it'll be good. for those hu already know my ff ac, go and look out for it. I just started so it'll prob be finned by the end of June yeah? mean while you can like read others. like frosty the snowgirls yeah?! Oh and like sorry bout changin my blog add gain yeah? I like totally am sick of ppl like smsn mi askin mi wats mi ba yeah? And I like totally love anime! maybe considerin hu im goin as to the cosfest this yr... Wahoo i love mi life. too bad i had to give up mi new bf. just 4 days!!! ah wells. ah. no new news though.

2007-06-01T10:04:00.000+08:00

Im sooooooooooooooo broken hearted yeah?... I mean like I finally actually fall in love and i have to wait till im 20 to start datin!...(orders from above)... sheesh. I have no idea wat to do. my fantasy life is fallin apart. the walls of illusions that i created since young to delude myself. gone! wahhhhhhhhhh.avril is nice. but shes rather high. my blogs a mess. i thot im finally seein things brighter and then i plunge back to square one gain yeah?... im turnin to afreak yeah. damn reality... i spent my whole life livin in illusions to escape from goddamned reality and now my onli defence is broken! Im sooooooooooo dead. im a goner.... waaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh!!!... ... ... ... enuff with this emo bullshit. time to rebuild that wall. see ya!

2007-05-23T14:58:00.000+08:00

Like Hello! I havent blogged in a while cos im busy! Im stuck... I dunno whether to go for Hip Hop Dance Module or a Science thing... Both are at the same time and same days... Sad... Then, Gb drill test is in two days and im still a mess... sigh... Public Speaking is over. I wanna take pure Lit... Im so random. Today the lit teach said she wanted to use my poem about Kindness to make a bookmark for 'Kindness Week'... I don't know whether to be happy or shocked... Soursops sick today... Get well soon kay? Schools no fun without friends... Raphael wanted to kill a spider. We got into some heated argument that lasted for half an hour with a lot of shouting and pushing... Brenda says shes sick today too... Seems like everyones gettin bugs... Just before the holiday too... Hope she gets well. I'm currently writing my first original story. Its fantasy themed. Title: Twin Saviors. I know its kinda a lame name but i cant think of anythin else. If you have anything better, tag it. okay? Now im at the end of my line and ive got nothin else. C ya'all!

12052007

2007-05-12T17:56:00.000+08:00

wahoo.mondays the last day for exams! gotta work hard for the last batch of exams. C ya!

05052007

2007-05-05T20:30:00.000+08:00

Lovely night it is. So much been happenin lately. My appetite for my guy has returned. I posted another chp in my story, got hooked on the BJ song YGLABN. And like yeah, made a new dicovery to add to me studs. Lovely. got me a new bag too. Dei and Ita are cute. A little side oder of Kis and my plate will be perfect.

Bon Jovi l;yrics

2007-05-05T20:28:00.000+08:00

An angels smile is what you sell
You promise me heaven, then put me through hell
Chains of love got a hold on me
When passions a prison,
you cant break free
Youre a loaded gun
Theres nowhere to run
No one can save me
The damage is done

Chorus:Shot through the heart
And youre to blame
You give love a bad name
I play my part and
you play your game
You give love a bad name
You give love a bad name

Paint your smile on your lips
Blood red nails on your fingertips
A school boys dream,
you act so shy
Your very first kiss was your first kiss goodbye
Youre a loaded gun
Theres nowhere to run
No one can save me
The damage is done

Chorus

02052007

2007-05-02T17:13:00.000+08:00

Hey... im so sad. those close buddies of mine would know why. ansy, i so gotta study hard now... otherwise im like so gonna die... pubbed my first on ff.net. like go check if you know. fierysakura. have fun. going to the cosfest too. those who still dunno where and when, its ngee ann on 7 or 15 july. in one of the convens. bb

06042007

2007-04-06T14:32:00.000+08:00

hello! no school todae! yays... im so bored... no ones noticing this little emo girl in this little corner living in her own little emo world...

05042007

2007-04-05T18:33:00.000+08:00

I'm bored. Busy but bored. Monday Ive got tuition. Tuesday Iv'e got CCA. Wednesday I've got C.I.P. Thursday is my ownly free day but it'll be packed soon. Friday I've got CCA. sad. I'm on a five-day work basis... It pays to be packed with activities anyways... I think I can live without a boyfriend... Besides, my expectations are SOOOOO high, I betcha they'll fly the coop before they even climb the first mountain...Ah well... Sayonara everybody!

04042007

2007-04-04T20:18:00.000+08:00

Two days ago, I just heard Zoe say something... "If I had cared about my reputation, I would not be hanging out with you!" That was what she said... Seph is really deaf... I asked for the timetable,cos I didn't bring mine, and she thot I asked for PANADOL!!! *fumes* Enough of the past though... Today first day of C.I.P... It was... quite fun... the girl i met was rather nice and we exchanged emails... a China girl my age that's studyin here as Pri 6... Anyways... Methodist Walk coming up... This Saturday... Not lookin forward to walking... Miss Wong was horrid... There was this one girl that was kinda injured (her foot was bandaged) and she made the whole lot of us WALK all the way to XingHua Primary... Then the teacher-in-charge for C.I.P called asking us where we were because she was waiting back at the school with TRANSPORT!!! *grumbles* I had to walk home too... Ah well... Gotta go do some homework before the day is out...

01042007

2007-04-01T17:12:00.000+08:00

Wow!!! *runs around excitedly* I'm soooooooooooo happy!!! I entered an international poetry competition and guess what... out of thousands, mine got chosen to be in the semi-finals!!! But I guess I shouldn't be happy yet... at least not until I win something. yeah! *jumps up and down* and Sleepy told me a fantastic piece of news! Wind said he likes her!!! wow! what wonderful things happening... I'm so busy now... got tests to worry 'bout, got some microsoft competition to worry 'bout, gots my poem to worry 'bout, got frendships problemos to worry 'bout, got over-stressing to worry 'bout, got cca changin to worry 'bout and a whole bunch of others... *sigh* so busy... ah wells. *buries all burdens* ppl gots eyes on the front and not the back so that they can look at what's in front of them yeah?! so, like, bring it on! c ya'all

31032007

2007-03-31T10:16:00.000+08:00

heys. guess hu i found while browsing on frendster... sy. *runs about in a frenzy* *knocks into a wall and bleeds to death* *comes back from the dead* my outburst ar e really stupid yes? wadeva. bb everybody! almost time for me to leave for school. damn cca...

31032007

2007-03-31T08:15:00.000+08:00

Last day of March... Time sure flies. Anyways, today got GB ENROLLMENT Parade/Service. From 12pm until 5.30pm lor... so troublesome... Anyways, gonna change my CCA soon. maybe in mid-year... YAY!!! Anyways, got too much on my mind ... going...to...explode! ah wells c ya!

30032007

2007-03-30T17:15:00.000+08:00

I just LOVE the song!!!! It's one of the reasons i chose this blogskin. Back to work!